Chaos Theory Video (MV)

No, no I can't see
Can't see this hell
This hell, this hell I call my life
No love, no contact, no family
Over consumption consumes me

Brought it on myself
I could not see it but the door was always there

And as I dance with death
I'm reaching out for life
One fatal dose again
It's just another night

Can't continue going on like this
Fill myself with up poison
Hoping this time that it will kill me
So that no-one will know my sin

And as I dance with death
I'm reaching out for life
One fatal dose again
It's just another night

I'm running away from life
I'm living in the shadows, more lies
Keep pumping in the poison all night
To make sure that I won't wake up this time

One, just one, just one, just one more time
Tell yourself that
Just one more line
Then flat on your back
You'll be lying
Heart no longer beats
Now you're dying

Brought it on myself
I could not see it but the door was always there

And as I dance with death
I'm reaching out for life
One fatal dose again
It's just another night

One, just one, tell yourself one more lie
Why not, you do it all the time
When you don't control your own life
Then it's time to start asking why