Autumn Wasn't My Best Year Video (MV)

Leaves are falling
And so am I
Summer was gone
In the blink of an eye
Fall takes its time
Quite the slow burn
I just want it to end
It's winter's turn

I was waiting for love
And I've just found it but
It can't last forever
Now I'm waiting till December
When this season ends
My life truly can begin
Time will fly to the summer
And I'll feel elation

I can't think of moving on
Because I've been here for so long
Don't know if I'll win or if I'll fail
I can't leave it alone, but only time will tell
Should I stay, I can't decide
(You are someone that I found)
Will I hurt or will I be fine
(We will work this out somehow)
Wish I'd thought of that before
(I am yearning for you now)
But I chased my wants and ignored
(Because the silence is too loud)

I was waiting for love
And I've just found it but
It can't last forever
Now I'm waiting till December
When this season ends
My life truly can begin
Time will fly like a summer
And I'll feel elation

Leaves are falling
And so am I
Summer was gone
In the blink of an eye
Fall takes its time
Quite the slow burn
I just want it to end
It's winter's turn

Did this to myself
Made up my own hell
Thought it would go well
Only time could tell
Now it f*cking hurts
But it's not any worse
Guess I can concur
What a shitty first

I just wanted something, I didn't get shit
But there was still something, offers left to give
I'm not sure what happened, but I want to know
Understand it better, oh the length I'd go
It was complicated, way too much for me
Yet I still went through it, had no strength to leave
Want to say I'll be strong, but that isn't true
I'm lonely again, without a f*cking clue