Kevin Kolk - red Lyrics

I'm good at overreacting
So i'll cut my hair and change my clothes
Can't stand the way I get caught up
On something I should just let go
Not really sure what I'm asking
I might just need a hand to hold
When it gets cold
Sometimes I talk to Jesus
I always try to live like him
While I'm looking up at the ceiling
These four damn walls are caving in
Sometimes I break while i'm bending
I wish that I had thicker skin
But I'm paper thin
All I can see is a deep color red
It pumps through my chest and out to my bloodstream
One, two, three I lose common sense
It's just in my head but it feels like a light beam
I'm up all night again might be wasting time but i don't know
All of the stars still spinning or am I just stuck in vertigo
Too much to say so I don't take the time
To remind myself not to cross that line
A little too much for everyone
So I shut down and i'll bite my tongue
It's a wake up call it's a wake up call
And it's all my fault i'm sorry mom
I know it's not fair to my father
I'll be a better friend better brother
From flying to falling
We're not where we started
We're drifting, we're floating
I'm learning, we're growing
The chip on my shoulder
Has tainted the armor
I'm screaming and dreaming
And we're finding meaning
From flying to falling
We're not where we started
We're drifting, we're floating
I'm learning, we're growing