if i had (feat. Yasmeen Matri) Video (MV)

I can't lose my balance there's so much weight that I carry around
I pray one day I break free of demons that weigh me down
Cries for help but you don't ever help me make a sound
You're with me every step I take but you just ain't around
As an artist this is my way of expressing pain
For every person that I've lost there was a lesson gained
Some could assume what I do is for the wrong reasons
Not knowing every word I say just might make a change
Love life over thug life
Ain't no second chance at living you get one life
Raindrops falling as I look out in the sunlight
Thinking damn what a life
If I had if I had
A few more seconds just to have it all back
The harder that I fall the more that I fall back
It's ironic that you want to my mind and I'm back on track

If I had a few more seconds I would tell you more
Open up the door and give you a whole damn tour
If I had a few seconds I could
I'm not sure if I should
If I had a bit more time would you listen
If I told you what's on my mind would you runaway
What would you say
It's eats at me everyday
What would you say
What would you say
What would you
It eats at me everyday
If I had a bit more time

Don't take my words so lightly
Don't take my words so lightly
Don't take my words so lightly
Don't take my words so lightly
Don't take my words so lightly
Don't take my words so lightly
Don't take my words so lightly
The most important thing in life is timing

If I had a few more seconds I would tell you more
Open up the door and give you a whole damn tour
If I had a few seconds I could
I'm not sure if I should
If I had a bit more time would you listen
If I told you what's on my mind would you runaway
What would you say
It's eats at me everyday
What would you say
What would you say
What would you
It eats at me everyday
If I had a bit more time