Kevin Nova - Live Life Better Lyrics

I'm sick of the problems I'm dealing with now
What's it going to take me to figure this out
My family is starving I can't let them down
I don't see no love on this side of town
You might have known me before but I changed
This ain't the Kevin from back in the day
So many scars that just won't go away
No need to stress cause everything fades
Fortunately for me this isn't new
Hopefully right now I know what to do
I have a hard time accepting the truth
Lately I've been scared to turn on the news
Feels like I'm about to be buried alive
Take my emotions and go on a ride
Numb from whatever these doctors prescribe
F*ck what they tell you the devils a lie
I've got a lot of pressure that's boiling up in a pot
I'm bout to blow am I ready or not
I can't tell if it's love or it's hate at the top
More money more problems I hope that it's not
We're killing each other I hope that it stops
I'm trying to live life better this is all that I got
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
Got to get my shit together
I know nothing lasts forever
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
Got to get my shit together
I know nothing lasts forever
I just want to live life better
How much longer can I stomach this pain
If I don't do something then nothing will change
Battling demons that's stuck in my brain
You see a smile I don't feel a thing
Day after day it just seems like I'm trapped
Cycle I'm in got my mind running laps
Our kids are on drugs they don't know how to act
I've lost my happiness I want it back
Blinded by love is a gift and a curse
It's good while it lasts once it's gone the shit hurts
Life is a bitch just know what she's worth
I wonder who's carrying me to my hearse
Things can change at the drop of a dime
I deal with depression like all of the time
Please don't play dumb and ask me if I'm fine
The answers are written inside of my eyes
I'm getting high
Bumping that Kendrick so don't kill my vibe
Surprised I made it to see 25
Makes me believe I have reason to shine
Tomorrow's a new day the suns going to rise
Life is a gamble I'm rolling the dice
All of my wrongs I'm making them right
This has been anything but a smooth ride
Damn
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
Got to get my shit together
I know nothing lasts forever
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
I just want to live life better
Got to get my shit together
I know nothing lasts forever
I just want to live life better