Mediocrity Video (MV)

I think that I shall never be an artist of celebrity
For I possess no quality remotely nearing brilliance.

I do not smoke
I do not drink as if without a bridle
But most of all I fear that I am hardly suicidal

And so I know I never shall develop much distinction
Because I lack the crucial trait of challenging extinction

I suppose the question is which has God intended?
Being known and miserable?
Or unknown and contented?