KevinGlen - Him No More Lyrics

No more smoke and mirrors in my zone
That's what I tell myself I'm on the run
Everything that I have ever known
Can it be me feeding these lies I own

No deeper than a puddle in the rain
Told myself some things to feel I'm sane
Digging this hole thinking I'm climbing away
Where in that hole I hold all my past mistakes

Faking like I don't know this is sad
Lying trying to not show my past
Fearful of the outcome knowing that
I'm going backwards hiding what I am

I don't wanna be
Here no more
Here no more
I don't wanna be
Him no more
Him no more

Naw
I don't want be him no more
I can't do it

Thinking how could I have turned this way
Glorifying things I deem are safe
When in reality they're taking away
Every piece of my soul that's in my space

Faking like I don't know this is sad
Lying trying to not show my ass

Perpetrating like I got it going on
When in my heart and soul I feel so wrong
How could material mean more to me
Than the person next to me on the street

I don't wanna be
Here no more
Here no more
I don't wanna be
Him no more
Him no more

Where I
Go I
See you
Inside of me is you
Help me
Find the real me
Help me
Find the real you

I don't wanna be
Here no more
Here no more
I don't wanna be
Him no more
Him no more

I don't wanna be
Here no more
Here no more
I don't wanna be
Him no more
Him no more

You got it
You can do it
The answers are inside of you
Breathe
It's ok
We all make mistakes
You gotta learn from em

I don't wanna be
Here no more
Here no more
I don't wanna be
Him no more
Him no more