Kevinlmoon - Open Up Lyrics

I'm scared to wait, is this a waste of time?
Is this okay?
For me to speak my mind?
Am I a burden to you? The stakes are high
Am I enough? My pain defines me
Can you hear my cry?
Can't you save me?
Chasing perfection, but my eyes are blind
Am I okay? I can hear my heart cry
I can't let go, this is my state of mind
Jesus I open up to you
I won't give up my faith in you
I look up to you, you take my pain away
I'm here to stay
Jesus I open up to you
I won't give up my faith in you
I look up to you, you take my pain away
I'm here to stay
I'm scared to die, reflecting all the time
Fear is playing with my mind, can not feel my thoughts inside
I can not lie, I feel dead inside
Made my mama, when I told her about my life
I'm a failure, can I hide?
Give me a mask, I'll run away
I'm a failure, can I hide?
Give me a mask, I'll run away
Jesus I open up to you
I won't give up my faith in you
I look up to you, you take my pain away
I'm here to stay
Jesus I open up to you
I won't give up my faith in you
I look up to you, you take my pain away
I'm here to stay
All the good moments are gone, I can not run away from me
It is done I can't go back, my past is catching up to me
All the good moments are gone, I can not run away from me
It is done I can't go back, my past is catching up to me
All the good moments are gone, I can not run away from me
It is done I can't go back, my past is catching up to me
Jesus I open up to you
I won't give up my faith in you
I look up to you, you take my pain away
I'm here to stay
Jesus I open up to you
I won't give up my faith in you
I look up to you, you take my pain away
I'm here to stay