[ Featuring Loggie Bear ]
I always thought I was the type to see the grave sooner
I started this in 2018
Popping 2019
Took a mandatory hiatus
Call me a late bloomer
Yall Hating later or sooner
To quick to judge
Not fit to love
That's why yall hate my Playlist
Fell on my ass
Got left in the past
Stuck in the rear
Of people I still have love for
Not sure if they still have love for,
Me.
Writing raps
Looking like chicken scratch
People never could read me clearly
My personalities are mixed and match
I see why some of yall fear
But clearly
Yall don't understand me
You don't seem to even try to listen to the words
Feel the hurt
Hopefully that'll help you understand your situation a lil better
Make your thoughts a lil more clear
I hope my words reach your heart not just your ears
Hopefully you find some comfort in these words
Find something that'll help you with your hurt
Just know there's beauty within every scar
I know some baddies getting tatted
Covering up some marks
I know some hustlers getting tatted covering up some marks
I know some busters covering up their marks
I know some mother f*ckers
Who wish they were here
But aren't
I know how it feels to miss some people waste wishes on them just to be here
Or at least have one conversation
I hate that goodbye love
Because that's all I've ever experienced
Now that's all I'm ever giving
Was living life like a joke
Now I'm living like it's serious
Stacked some knowledge along with some debt
That shit got me furious
Thinking of what could've been if I took all of this seriously
Had some bright ideas
My noggin lit up like a bulb
My actions forced me to lose my Aliyah
This shit got going uh-
(whew, I might have to come in somewhere, but lets run that shit back)
My actions forced me to lose my Aliyah
Its been years but I'm still f*cked up
Yeah its all my fault
I tried to make my great escape in ways that weren't worthy of a picture-perfect image
Now I lost some people that we're gonna say
They gone be there forever
Now in that image
They are not in it
They are not in it
No, they are not in it
Goodbye to the ones I love
Seems like every time I try,
I want to give up
Wonder why I bother to pick up
When I fall back you start to back out on us
When I'm gone, I wonder who would come
When I'm alone I wonder who's the one?
When I'm gone, I wonder who would come
When I'm alone I wonder who's the one?
I'm too far gone, now I'm stuck with these drugs
I'm too far gone, Now I'm filling up my cup
I'm too far gone, I need to wake up
I'm too far gone, now I'm stuck with these drugs
When I'm gone, I wonder who would come
When I'm alone I wonder who's the one?
When I'm gone, I wonder who would come
When I'm alone I wonder who's the one?
It's that goodbye kind of love
It's that when you try you give up
Wonder why I bother at all,
Talk that Talk, Walk your Walk
I'm too far gone in these drugs
Done it once, now you've done it all
Hoping one day I can finally call
Hoping one day someone finally comes
Goodbye Love
Goodbye Love
Goodbye Love
Goodbye Love
