Khaii - Him Lyrics

I know that I'm not operating off my own strength
Not to say that I'm not strong, or to discredit myself
But He breathes life into me when I'm a mess, when I'm a wreck
I try to walk with Him in every step
But if I'm being honest, I'm not giving Him my best
I could do better, and I will, He has all my respect
I gotta own what I do on my end
The love I seek has been the love He gives me, I didn't realize
Cause I was too busy seeking it in people I liked
I say I want Him in the center of things in my life
Yet, I don't ever make room until I need advice
Until I'm on my knees, until I need to cry
So, how can I say I'm the truth when I'm still telling lies?
And still I get His grace
Even when I've lost faith, even when I've lost my way
If I say that I love Him, I gotta show Him, love is action
He shows me everyday, even on days when nothing happens
I'm not scared to commit, I just lack discipline
And He's still patient with me? I'm tryna get like Him
He forgives me cause He knows my heart, and my intentions, but sometimes that isn't enough
He gets me through it every time, when I'm hurting, healing, being abused, and where is my love or the lack thereof?
He has saved me so many times, that's how I know He's real
I'm not religious, but that doesn't mean that I don't feel
His love inspires me, so I treat everyone the way that I wanna be treated
And I don't regret the love I gave, maybe it's what was needed
I'm always working on me
I know He's proud of who I am, and who I'm working to be
I take responsibility for what I say and do
I learn from my mistakes, and I know it's what He would do
I ain't walked by sight in so long cause I'm walking my faith
Some days it's hard, some days my plans have to get delayed
I have to trust in Him, and simply go at His pace
It's easier to say than do, and that's the part they don't say