Sad Song (New Version) Video (MV)

Since you left, the spring hasn't felt as refreshing as it did
I can't hold down myself, much less a relationship
So did the ends justify the means when we had our ups and downs?
Or am I romanticizing broken hearts and forgiving empty sounds?
Every word I sang I meant in those records that you hated
Having to listen to cause you knew that my breath was never bated
And as you walked away from me, I noted every stride
As the distance between us grew and I died a little bit inside
Though the February sun still shines, the skies are as grey as they were
When I walked to class alone and passed by Purnell Hall
Are these words I mean or am I just blinded by the fact
That I feel my sense of self fading as these last years fade to black
I won't indulge in toxic things, I'm not that person anymore
But what I wouldn't give for just one second of forgetting being yours