Im rollin it up
And
Then Im takin a puff
I just can not give a f*ck
Cuz my mind is lost in the rough
Findin someone to trust
I just want some love
And so the lies hide in between the, walls
So that means that must they, destined to, fall
I just hope that they ready for the devil when he, calls
I wonder where I will stand for the final call
So I sparingly sit and chill,
Sucker for pain so I thrive to become ill
I know I gotta get up and fight, so I
Light my blunt and analyze the deeper meaning of the rap game
When I write my lyrics at night
Im worried how this chase for fame has crippled our mind state to live without shame
My heart, breaks
But its used to that, so I swallow my sorrow
With an empty stomach but thoughts are far from hallow
It pounds as liquid runs through my veins to push the substance out
I lie awake, the ceiling becomes my fraternal atake
My light, shines, and I feel awake, but distant in a way
Who will be there for the final breaths I take
I hate to sit and wait, so I take the harder to lane
To compromise for the desire to fill my fashion taste
Im rollin it up
And
Then Im takin a puff
I just can not give a f*ck
Cuz my mind is lost in the rough
Findin someone to trust
I just want some love
My body jumps
I urge to be the next one up
On the come up, so I stay low to the ground
Don't want them to know what I found
Im tryna cover up like how 12 creep round looking for niggas sellin loud
Im tryna sell a pound
Not the green or a money ting, although I thrive for that like a human being
I am robotic, I don't want them to find my heartache
Cuz its methodic its what shines
Its the gold in my mind
Thats when they wanna take your life when you defy the odds for the first time, they
Want you upset and to reset and act out, cuz
You cant control no more
Seen how this go, only a few will remain thats for sho
The others who left will reach out without a second guess
I take a deep breath
The fog suffocates me as I push through the mess
Ahead
The door to the other side awaits can I hide my pain
Or will I, need to sell my soul to achieve great?
Them double cups been reeling me closer and closer everyday
So I stare away and drink away the pain while the weed smoke covers my face
Im tougher then what they say I thrive from the game
Seen how these niggas play, mostly like them bitches from them high school days
Ignore the hate and I stay on my straight away
My impression on the game is in a different lane