Khami Tha God - Up and Down Lyrics

Not a Soul
Life is going up and down
Like a roller coaster
I just need some of your love
It's my favorite potion
Let me dive into yo sea
Explore the deep ocean
Just keep it steady baby
Don't disrupt the motion
First I had to get my mind right
I'm looking over the city
Like it's in plain sight
I make em freeze in the light
Like they got stage fright
And when you having fun
They tell you act yo age right
F*cking confused
Have no idea what the really mean
I'm tryna mend us together like we split at the seam
Is this reality or is this a f*cking dream
I got shorty saying she love but she f*cked the team
Damn
Now the vision I'm projecting kinda abstract
I smoke good gas, just inhale
Catch a contact
I'm always down to go to war
I love the combat
Now I'm screaming f*ck the world
That's my mindset
Look in my eyes, into my soul
And feel my pain
My feelings numb
Like I'm shooting up some novocain
I'm tryna get my thoughts together but they're hard to tame
And I'm not f*cking with these bitches cause they all same
And you're to blame
Yea
Not a soul
Yea
Life is going up and down
Like a roller coaster
I just need some of your love
It's my favorite potion
Let me dive into yo sea
Explore the deep ocean
Just keep it steady baby
Don't disrupt the motion
How do I go on day by day
Feeling all of this pain
Do I remain
Feeling the same
Stuck out in the rain
How do I tame what's inside of me
Locked up in my chest
It's Hard to focus on my life
And try to think of the rest
But all this stress seems to go down
And dig real deep
Into my heart and tear it apart
From inches to feet
Do I retreat or get up and stand
Act like a man
Like my pops with a firm hand
I'm kicking rocks until it turns into sand
I don't demand I supply
An unconditional love that one cannot see with their own eyes
It's in disguise
Something you can't see
You just have to be believing in me
When it comes to thee
I know that times is hard, you gotta follow through
I know you're under pressure, you got every eye on you
Now here come all the haters steady popping out the blue
Then they try to show their poker face like everything is cool
Best believe they gon shoot
I told my niggas get the tools
Cause when they acting like some fools
We gon show em what we do
I stay mobbing with the crew
If you snake we hawking you
I just hope it's all a dream
I wanna wake up in my room
I took a look from a different view
I know life is difficult
You tryna get ya money up
They beat you til you black and blue
Lost in the dark don't have a clue
Of where to go or what to do
I know that you love the thrill
But you need to stop the pills
Before they kill
You
Life is going up and down
Life is going up and down