Sometimes I be feeling like a clown they be looking at me funny
Never did the day go sunny
Sometimes I be feeling like a king going through the wins
I've got folks and they really praying for me
I'm just trying to live
Win a couple of souls for the King
Maybe tell the whole world where I've been
Man I gotta pick up the dream and then hop on the scene
Romans 116
But I feel the pressure
Sometimes really feel the need to measure up against an unseen treasure
But they don't last
Only a couple of flashes and they pass
A hook bait line and a mass
Feeling so deceived
Feeling like I'm hanging on a leash
Feeling like I'm going through defeat
Walking through the valley of the shadow of death
I'm in a mess but determined to be becoming the best
I'm out of breath Gasps
Every time I wake up in the morning with a lot on my mind
Man I'm back on the grind it never stops
Feeling like I'm Losing my mind
Feeling like I'm losing my life
Man it's really getting tough
With all these people trying to give me advice
Am I paying the price
Fee feeling like I'm rolling a dice
This is dicey
So please
I need peace
All this grief that I've seen
I never thought you could judge me after all that you've seen
You took sides now your boy out of mind out of sight
But I know I'm gonna win with the Lord on my side
Until then tho we outside
We go heavy on that grind
Ya'll tell mama don't cry everything gonna be fine
We been through some times
We been through some challenges
And my own father done did us some damages
But I know God He heavy on business