I just wanna find myself the one
I just feel like giving up
Is it me or is it them
All these girls are innocent
I keep treating them like shit
Can't believe how much I did
So I guess it's me that's f*cking up
I gotta make a change, I've had enough
Telling myself I gotta make it right, gotta make it right
Calling me up, saying your goodbyes, and you're cutting ties
I don't wanna see my future wife step out and leave
Why can't we communicate? I'm a disbelief
Can't believe I told you, told you that I loved you
Used to call me up, but I guess that was the old you
You said that I destroyed this, you were just an actress
Saw you out with another guy, did you use me just for practice
Brought me back to your house, introduced your parents, but was it worth it
Furthest thing from perfect, but you know I never deserved this
All those times when I called you up, I felt like I was disturbing
Always came right back, but now it seems you're never returning
It was clear as day, now I'm losing sight
All the pain come from lonely nights
I wanna say that I'm doing fine
When I see your face, I can see the light
But all the stars, they don't align
Cause if they did, we would be alright
Don't you wish we could hit rewind
And just relive only the good times