Knuckles bloody
Eyes are swollen
Swear there was a fight here
Waking up
I know
I'm on the wrong side of a nightmare
Someone tell my wife
Or does she know?
Swear she was right here
This is not the person that I am
How did I get here
For the 100th time
I guess I f*cked up now
Don't even ask for help
Because it's all run out
And all that's left is hell
I see it all around
Waking up to demons singing the familiar sound
They go
Baby I'm an addict if you knew me
What's in my veins
What's going through me
It's not me but it's my choice
I'm not screaming but it's my voice
Baby I'm an addict if you knew me
You'd just forget about me
Yesterday I'm at a meeting
Now I'm tying one on
Called my sponsor to remind him
I was doing it wrong
He's probably seen it all before
He knew it all along
When he saw me next
He sat me down
And we sang a song
It goes
For the 100th time
I guess I f*cked up now
Don't even ask for help
Because it's all run out
And all that's left is hell
I see it all around
Waking up to demons singing the familiar sound
They go
Baby I'm an addict if you knew me
What's in my veins
What's going through me
It's not me but it's my choice
I'm not screaming but it's my voice
Baby I'm an addict if you knew me
You'd just forget about me
Oh My God
I let you down again
All My Fault
I F*cked up again
Cause baby I'm an addict if you knew me
What's in my veins
What's going through me
It's not me but it's my choice
I'm not screaming but it's my voice
Baby I'm an addict if you knew me
You'd just forget about me