KIDN - my mind Lyrics

My mind f*cks up everything in my head
My own self wants me dead
I don't know why I matter in the end
My mind f*cks up everything in my head
My own self wants me dead
I don't know why I matter in the end
Shot myself while in bed
Jumped off a building for my eternal end
Crashed a car f*ck why am I not dead
No one was ever aware
That no one but you ever compared
Why can't I feel this can't be real
Going out quietly like Ezekiel
I hate the things that I put myself through
Why can't I just go end it like you
I should go f*ck myself
I don't need anybody else
I'm not alright
I'm gonna end it tonight
Popping all this shit yeah I'm seeing the light
Even though it's only midnight
End it end it end it
End it end it end it
I'm hanging on by a thread
Will you help me if I bled
My mind f*cks up everything in my head
My own self wants me dead
I don't know why I matter in the end
Shot myself while in bed
Jumped off a building for my eternal end
Crashed a car f*ck why am I not dead
No one was ever aware
That no one but you ever compared
My mind f*cks up everything in my head
My own self wants me dead
I don't know why I matter in the end
Shot myself while in bed
Jumped off a building for my eternal end
Crashed a car f*ck why am I not dead
No one was ever aware
That no one but you ever compared