Killah ASE - Dear... Lyrics

Dear all of my one, dear everyone now, who have I become
Dear everyone, who I've become
Who I've become
Man, I'm tired of all these critics, they talking this sort of shit to me

They got they pen and pads talking like it's history
But they can't do what I do, they wish they had everything I had with this shit
Look, I'm really grinding, I'm hard in this end
Industry be talking, but they never could get it in

And I'm putting pressure on these packs for this end
I would do everything, I'd do it all again
Just to get my mind on everything that I got going on
I'm just sitting down, writing on on every song

I be feeling myself, I ain't living long
I'm just trying to produce what I could do in long time
I'm really finding myself out, every single time
I hop up on the track, I be doing my time

All these critics got one bad thing to say
Like, man you ain't gon' step in every single way

Dear Lord, dear Lord, I'm trying more
Dear Lord, dear Lord, I need some more
Dear Lord, dear Lord, I'm trying more
Dear Lord, dear Lord, I want some more

I want some help with these people, they talking criticism
They want me dead in this shit, but they ain't in it with me

They say they wish they could do what I got
Man, they ain't got it, I tell them all to stop
I put them on a pedestal with half of the people that's all around
I'm angry now, cause every time I get on track, they all be clowning

Telling me I can't ever do it
What's your point
Man, I'm so rapping, I'm so fluent
I put it to my face, everybody, they got the trace to me

They wanna talk about that, me, I'm a disgrace to it
Man, I put my whole soul down
I put my words to it, I'ma put the pedal down
The metal down

All these actors, they be cappin
They in they songs talking like they really never rapping
Boy, I did this since a youngin, since like 14
Now I'm about to battle up and do the whole thing

Dear Lord, dear Lord, I want some more
Dear Lord, dear Lord, can we go more
Dear Lord, dear Lord, I go so far
Dear Lord, dear Lord, I want some more

I sit back and let them know, though
I ain't really care about it all, I'm in a photo
I'm in an album, casting up for people just to show you
I be on stage yelling up about the photo

You don't ever care for me, so talking all this industry
They telling me to sit back and fear them, who they did to me
You ain't never did to me, but you ain't getting to it
This is just a business point that I be making through it

I told them who they wanna be, but now they always acting up
They telling me I made it from the bottom, but I stacked it up
And everything at odds against me, I really packed it up
Told them who I am, told them just to pack it up