Okay I'm back to this
Catalyst, of them pathogens
Capture this
Holly stay alone and sipping activis
Y'all passionless
Half you motherf*ckers couldn't pass a fifth
No happiness
Hollow tend to cut until it's half a wrist
I got that withered soul
Too many voices I don't know
I keep up while they fold
Too many people, I get cynical
Keep it down in silent gold
100 rounds to kick the cold
Can't lose the hold
I've had up on my dreams since I was little bro
Got a mountain of them problems
I feel just like my daddy
Strips of acid and Suboxone
Know I'll give up when I'm ready
All this shit I got around me
I can't moderate, it's deadly
Probably why I see them sleeping
Still they feel me like I'm Freddy
I need a panic room
Lock myself inside, I need the solitude
It's not assumed
Only thing I wanted was a simple truth
It's not a tomb
Everything I took, I'm not addicted too
Go pop a shroom
Open up my mind like all them shamans do
Okay I see the light
I'm not worthy of the time
You try to give me, guess I'm blind
Oh when I leave this life
Know my girl miss me at night
Tell her everything's alright
Okay they crack a couple lols
Bitch I crack a couple skulls
Talking shit, they have the gall
When every bar be stiff as dolls
Bitch your bars ain't slick, they dull
Catch a palm straight with the pull
Spark and burn up like they wool
I eat the sheep until I'm full
Now my life ain't what I'm used to
I'm still sad is all
I got a lot up on my mind
It's hard to stand it all
They talking down like I'm a kid
Don't understand my cause
All that trauma makes me smoke
Mix booze and adderall
I can't focus, I ain't high
I'm broken, I can't hide
Got demons that reside
I'm f*cked up boy, I'm fried