Converting to, conforming to
Committing to call it what you want
Self medicating
Pick my brain, it's fading
Faster than I thought it would
Spin me on my axis
Rewrite it in a past tense perspective
Reckless in the process
Erased all my progress to ashes
A plastered on face
A mouth dripping hate
Permanent smile
But jealousy's a lifestyle
And I'm wearing it pretty well
Teeth falling pretty
Self image is slipping through your hands
Read all the pages
Throwing up the phases of my past
Seems that I lost it
Spent my deposit
A body in my closet
And I've got the key to lock it
Pretending that I fought it
But I'm toxic
A plastered on face
A mouth dripping hate
Permanent smile
But jealousy's a lifestyle
And I'm wearing it pretty well
Are you wearing it pretty well?