Niggas dont know where i come from
They only know what i do now
I changed all that shit you feel me
I aint even emo nomore im just me at this point
I been drawn out this jawn they dont even notice my brodie hit me in a year and asked me how its going
I wouldve thought he didnt care until he really showed it
I got my heart up out the streets before it ended broken
You lose yourself before your life and get to feeling hopeless
And its alot i couldve did instead of all that trolling
I shouldve listened to my niggas when they told me focus
And all the shit i did for love f*cking with a broke bitch
It aint no money in a bitch unless she on the road with you
Dont believe in what i do so i do my own shit
Sometimes you got to understand its okay they dont get it
I aint stopping what i do just for you i wont listen
Tryn turn me into you but im just my own nigga
Everytime you gotta go gotta keep the pole with you
Even if you out the mix know the wolves still get you
And even though i was a youngin i aint have a choice
Its either death or fail at everything with no remorse
Was skipping school and truancy done sent my mom to court
Im big as shit and i aint even wanna play a sport
I put myself before this world with shit i cant afford
Before you leave make sure that everything accounted for
And dont allow that shit to happen till you really sure
The road aint going nowhere brodie all aboard
I been drawn out this jawn they dont even notice my brodie hit me in a year and asked me how its going
I wouldve thought he didnt care until he really showed it
I got my heart up out the streets before it ended broken
You lose yourself before your life and get to feeling hopeless
And its alot i couldve did instead of all that trolling
I shouldve listened to my niggas when they told me focus
In a world so cold im shedding frozen tears
You never know what will happen you gotta be prepared
Its demons out in the dark and they never disappear
People leaving my life i feel i aint wanted here
I heard the person i love tell me she dont care
I lost connection with friends the feeling so weird
The place that i want to be i prolly have no chance
And if you feel what im saying then let us hold hands
I been away from the people i need to be around
I stepped away from the person that really helped me out
And i been wondering why they got me to talk about
The day i change is the day that you say im walking out
I know i stress you but trust me i really try to cope
I get away in my thoughts and wanna be left alone
Youll never see whats inside me without a telescope
I really wish you would love me i wanna keep you home
I been drawn out this jawn they dont even notice my brodie hit me in a year and asked me how its going
I wouldve thought he didnt care until he really showed it
I got my heart up out the streets before it ended broken
You lose yourself before your life and get to feeling hopeless
And its alot i couldve did instead of all that trolling
I shouldve listened to my niggas when they told me focus