KILLZAY - My Head Lyrics

Lame beasts, this go crazy
Say, are you crazy for this one
Look, forgive me for my sins, I'm tryna get to you
In my head I feel alone and I don't have a clue
What to do when people tell me how I gotta move
I've been stuck inside my head, I gotta tell the truth
I know if I did a call that we would never speak
Devil feed me evil thoughts and I got enemies
People hate me, be the ones I wanna see succeed
Gotta keep it to myself until somebody see
I just want a little love, I lost it all
I don't wanna feel alone, that's why I call
I know I got people here, but then I don't
I've been hurted by the ones I love the most
I just wanna have a reason to be proud of me
Never tryna get the best, I got them out of me
To my family, I just wanna give apologies
Have a chance to prove myself to people doubting me
But I pray that I'll be okay soon
Know it's hard, but just know I'll be cool
Heart is broken and I'm lost in my own head
No one's here to cry alone in my own bed
Tell me how to live and die without nobody judging me
Let me be alone, I'm just too broken for some company
Catch me by the leg when I'm alone with no one wondering
Every inch that I've ever left, I left with no discovery
Every day I wake up, feel like no one wanna talk to me
I depend on Jesus, He the only one who'll walk with me
I just wanna go before somebody even notice me
It's a game of daily testing, I might be the only piece
All your lies about my life, I'm never well
I don't ever wanna be myself because I hate myself
20 left, got me depressed, oh God, I'm going straight to hell
I ain't coming with a purpose, I just need some freaking help
Life goes by and we live while dying
I just wanna have a reason to be proud of me
Never tryna get the best, I got them out of me
To my family, I just wanna give apologies
Have a chance to prove myself to people doubting me
I just wanna have a reason to be proud of me