I've been through some shit that you don't want to know
Visions in my head that I don't want to show
Wish that I can vent, but I'm all alone
Only time I'm feeling love is when I'm on the phone
They don't listen to me and nobody cares
I grew up with niggas that's no longer here
Stressin' bout these bitches, I done lost some hair
Finally got a life, but it isn't fair
I've been in a dream world
Hopin' for a dream girl
Livin' on a mean earth
Safe to say that we cursed
But I don't wanna lose no loved ones
And I don't wanna see yall drugged up
Every night outside getting f*cked up
When I tell you that you're stupid, it's just tough love
I was tryna keep the peace, but it's hard for me to do everything
Callin' my phone, askin' me for money and I just let it ring
Not to be rude, but I'm not lookin' out for just anyone
They wasn't there when I was all down, so why would I give them some
And I just stay on my own
Livin' life without no throne
They tellin' me that I'm not good
Livin' life getting straight out the hood
I can admit to when I was wrong, but why would I let you know
You helped me out with all of my stress, so why would I let you go
I feel no pain when you be around, so that's why I kept you close
My heart been locked away, so don't ever think that I want these hoes
And it was all for you
This is what I wanna do
Don't ever change, I'll never change
Just focus on that wedding ring
Like every day, shit gettin' strange, but what that got to do with zay
And this is all from my mind
I ain't tryna waste your time
I just need a chance to vent
And I ain't comin' around this bitch to lie
I ain't comin' around this bitch to lie
I ain't comin' around this bitch to lie