King Koleman - Crimson Tide Lyrics

I act like I'm okay
But I'm still hurting inside
I laugh to hide my pain
Thats why I got a tinted ride
They tell me get over it
Yeah well bitch I tried
To relax and keep rolling
Just like a crimson tide
I try but I can't find the words to say
It's like they're being locked up in my head
Mm
Girl I still think about you everyday
Without you I been feeling like I'm dead
Mm
The drugs in me just really help me focus
Look up at night start feeling like I'm floating
The rain taste just like lean till I've awoken
And realized that tears been falling now I'm soaking
Prolly think it seems easy
No
I'm scared I might lose control
Wait I've already lost it
Tears drip free
Weak faucet
Watch my clock tick
Bedroom feel like my coffin
Heat to my head cause I'm freezing
When I reminisce I start bleeding
From scars that just never healed right so
I smile but behind that I'm screaming
I act like I'm okay
But I'm still hurting inside
I laugh to hide my pain
Thats why I got a tinted ride
They tell me get over it
Yeah well bitch I tried
To relax and keep rolling
Just like a crimson tide
I should just make it end is what I feel in my gut
Two people on my shoulders really f*cking me up
I don't know what I rolled in this but damnit I'm stuck
Cause the demon saying go for it
The angel saying punt
I'm lost in my own head
Can't find the f*cking exit
I'm wishing I could just
Get the courage to just text and
Say I hope that we can regrouppppppp
Cause girl I really need youuuuuu
And all the time I've takennnn
Was cause I didn't know how to say itttttt
Uh
Yeah all the people in my ear don't really know my pain
Skipping when this what they hear cause all they know is gang
If you don't f*ck with real
Then please don't say that you a fan
And don't shed a tear when I finally load up and bang
No one understands and it's okay I'm not okay
Got a stomach full of henny while I'm switching lanes
And my brothers riding with me
Please don't up and change
I promise that the blacked out chevy gone turn to a range
Kole