King Nate - Looking For Me Lyrics

Aren't you happy?
Do you not want anybody who f*cking care for you?
Do you want someone who f*cking deserts you?
Cause that's what you're gonna f*cking get
Everybody got negative energy
Told em' don't bring it around me
I thought I was flying turns out I was falling
If I hit the water I'll probably be drowning
I look in the mirror and I see a monster
I cover my mouth just to stop me from growling
You say you looking for me but I never left
I was still in the same f*cking place that you found me
I love too hard and I always regret It
I always go too far, I don't know where my head is
I might fall in love in a matter of seconds
My heart and my brain always keeping em' separate
I'm thirsty for love I think I got a fetish
She's pressing my buttons it's making me jealous
Never put me in first always put me in second
Still love when we together
I'll be holding on tight that's as soon as I catch her
I been trying so hard not break under pressure
She want me to change I'll be like this forever
My heart is so big I just wish that it mattered
My friends always tell me that I shouldn't text her
I don't ever listen I shoulda knew better
Everybody got negative energy
Told em' don't bring it around me
I thought I was flying turns out I was falling
If I hit the water I'll probably be drowning
I look in the mirror and I see a monster
I cover my mouth just to stop me from growling
You say you looking for me but I never left
I was still in the same f*cking place that you found me
Negative energy always surrounding me don't ask me why I don't pick up the phone
Can somebody tell me real definition of love or does nobody know
Can't let nobody close
My heart it is vacant you knock on the door baby nobody home
She told me she won't
I really believed her when shawty she told me she won't ever go
She told me I can't even recognize you shoulda never showed her this side of me
She told me I can't ever talk to you sober you always get way too high for me
I love when you waving hello and I hate whenever you say bye to me
You don't got any reason to lie to me
Don't run oh baby don't hide from me
Everybody got negative energy
Told em' don't bring it around me
I thought I was flying turns out I was falling
If I hit the water I'll probably be drowning
I look in the mirror and I see a monster
I cover my mouth just to stop me from growling
You say you looking for me but I never left
I was still in the same f*cking place that you found me
Well, I just wanna wish you um, a good life
And um, a little pain
And I hope your mom's okay
And I hope you can work that out with her
And I hope you can get over your bitterness in life
Take care