During the Christmas Season Video (MV)

It's a curse
It's getting worse
It's the poison that will kill me first
It's the fiend
That was my friend
Stab me in the back and do it again

You went and took away
The only thing that ever made me even want to stay here
What am I to do with all that I went through
You never even knew my true fear
You went and took away
The only thing that ever made me even want to stay here
What am I to do with all that I went through
You never even knew my true fear

I work so hard I never get to sleep for everything I keep

I wish every night on a star, not too bright
That somehow I will shine bright in the spotlight
I've found it is so cold when times runs out
The season when things are all against me