King Virtue - Time Bomb Lyrics

I'm not sorry for the way I've been
I'm like a time bomb waiting to explode
And no one knows the struggles I hold within
I'm just a slave to the way that I am
Why can't I breathe?
What's coming over me?
I don't take interest in the things that I love
I'm not involved with my hobbies anymore

I'm still confused when the answer's clear

Stay positive, that's what they say
You can't excel with the negatives
Think positive, but there's no way
I'm so consumed

I can't feel bad 'bout the mood I am in
I'll just pretend that I'm dumb all along
And then I wonder how I'll ever get back
What sets a nice boy back on an innocent track
Walls are closing in
Afraid I'm falling in
My mind has been abused, I'm sick all the time
I've lost control and I know that I'm dying

I'm still confused when the answer's clear
It's all in your head, it's all in your head
It's all coming down when I think I'm ahead
It's all in your head, it's all in your head
It's all coming down, down

Stay positive, that's what they say
You can't excel with the negatives
Think positive, but there's no way
I'm so consumed

I'm not sorry for the way I've been
I'm like a time bomb waiting to explode