You was always by my side you my biggest fan
Always told your friends that your Lil bro the man
I'm a miss you everyday til we meet again
And keep my head up cuz I know it's God's plan
This song dedicated to my big sister Smooch
Now I gotta new reason just to push thru
Never knew your dreams but know that you supported mine
I just wish that I could hear your voice one more time
I missed your wedding and I'm still searching for forgiveness
The pain deeper knowing that you ain't here with us
Remember sleeping in your room down on Buena Vista
Scared of monsters so I had to sleep with my sisters
I hope my words reach the skies up into the heavens
Sometimes it's hard to rejoice when you lose a blessing
When you left it made my body go numb to pain
So many crazy thoughts running in and out my brain
This an open letter tryna get my thoughts together
I cried driving writing but I know it's now or never
You made our family better even smiled when it was drama
Ain't felt this type of pain really since we lost our momma
A lot left unsaid
So many tears I shed
When I got the call I wasn't even outta bed
I ain't believe it but I had to face reality
A wake up call I was living in a fallacy
I lived carelessly
Thinking so selfishly
Now I carry such a pain no more self pity
I'm a make you proud you part of my legacy
I won't let my transgressions get the best of me
I got a lifetime of memories that I wanna share
I hope God let you hear me when I say a prayer
I know you always there but I wish that you were here
You remember them times you use to braid my hair
Or The time When I took you and Nita shopping
Nike turfs all purple with the strap on em
You always found a way to brighten up a gloomy day
And i never had to worry bout a place to stay
One more thing know I love you so you living on
And when I'm gone you'll live forever thru my songs
With that said I'm a bring this letter to an end
I love you Quinta farewell til we meet again