King's Folly - Fraud Lyrics

I've always thought that I believed in God
Am I deceived yeah I could be just a fraud
It happened once and now it can happen again
I hope I mean it when I say amen
I enjoy evil things but can we make amends

I just
Don't like
To read
Even if
Its about
How I came to be
I give
My sin
Control
When I'm
At home
Alone

And no I shouldn't let that happen
I shouldn't let that happen to me
Why don't I change the way I function
Change to how I want to be

I've always thought that I believed in God
Am I deceived yeah I could be just a fraud
It happened once and now it can happen again
I hope I mean it when I say amen
I enjoy evil things but can we make amends

Cause I fear
When eyes
Are on me
Ill explode
And they'll wish
They could not see
They'll be hit
With shrapnel
In the face
Caused
By all
My mistakes

And no I can't let that happen
Can't let that happen to you
When they look at me and judge
What will they see from their view?