[ Featuring ThandoBleu ]
I see no wrong
I see no right
Is what it is
Ain't down to fight
It's just my life
My living right
Every night
Dream to survive
It's taking me alive
What's up with my friends
F*cked up once again
Swear they drink to pretend
And they drink to forget
What's up with my friends
F*cked up once again
Swear they drink to pretend
And they drink to forget
I lied to myself
It's all a facade
My past is a mess so I drink to forget
Got pain in my head
My flames going out
Can't deal with this doubt so I'm
Getting off my ass
Getting back on track
What's in the past
Stays in the past
Was never first
Was never fine
Thought I was cursed
Thought I could die
It's taking me alive
What's up with my friends
F*cked up once again
Swear they drink to pretend
And they drink to forget
What's up with my friends
F*cked up once again
Swear they drink to pretend
And they drink to forget
I kept on leaning on the shit I thought I needed
I'm tryna figure out the patterns I'm repeating
Not tryna hate myself but I've been so conceited
Switched on all my friends
There's so much I wasn't seeing at all
I just gotta stop giving in to the vice
When I feel like nothing else
I need something else to bring me to my better self
Lately shit feeling like I'm running out of options
Temptation controlling, pushing, pulling me
And it's getting to my conscience
What's up with my friends
F*cked up once again
Swear they drink to pretend
And they drink to forget
What's up with my friends
F*cked up once again
Swear they drink to pretend
And they drink to forget
I lied to myself
It's all a facade
My past is a mess so I drink to forget
Got pain in my head
My flames going out
Can't deal with this doubt so I'm drinking again