Dead inside but alive on the outer
Putting up a front like deer heads on a wall
Alive outside but dead on the inner
Keeping up the front like it's first row
I'm a vandal, an addict to this recall
I swear the more I try, the more I lapse like pro
Repro, default repo
An epic strive for wonder, Stevie
Only to receive the trolls, Hobbit
Scrunch the toes, hold it
Bottle the stress like Eau de toilette
Scrunch the nose, hold it
Ignore the stress like annoying comments
Portraying the etiquette, always and forever
I never, did ever, retire my polite nature
This is who I be, be I, this is who
Switching from one to the next like prostitute
Contemplating, aching and waiting
Slowly losing faith, neglect the patience
Being beaten and demolished by Satan
Losing the cause, destructive has woken