kirrahe - If I Said a Word / Hoping for a Sign Lyrics

I would like to go outside
But it's like i'm paralyzed
I can't fall asleep without
The soothing sounds around me

Packed my stuff and settled down another time and still don't feel at home
Why is everybody calling now
When i just want to be alone?

This is hoping a for sign

I would like to think tonight
But you're just having drinks inside my room
Running towards the finish line
As time has grown so precious

My afternoons they go to waste
It feels like we just keep it up for you
I got no time for another compromise anymore

If i told you i gave up
If i told you i have had enough
If i told you, If i said a word
I'd be lonely for better or for worse