Kirsti Blow - Free Lyrics

My thoughts are bright
Like a full moon on a clear night
And they shatter and flicker like stars
They last like scars

And nobody ever told me
I'd be fumbling through the dark
Just looking for something with purpose
Searching for something that's worth it

I'm finding out that nothing comes for free
Breaking out but I'm still surfacing
Wondering now if I'll ever get free

The kind of free where I don't have to close the door
The kind of free where I don't hurt you anymore
The kind of free where I can find some peace of mind

Ain't the past always gonna be there?
Ain't there always gonna be something to compare?
Weigh myself against the rest
Always writing up another test

Just another way to make me feel whole
And it's all about a little control
Yeah, control is what I got
'Til I lose it or abuse it

But I'm finding out that nothing comes for free
Breaking out but I'm still surfacing
Wondering now if I'll ever get free

The kind of free where I don't have to close the door
The kind of free where I don't hurt you anymore
The kind of free where I can find some peace of mind

The kind of free where I can find some peace of mind
Oh god, let me find my peace of mind