Kit Major - Lost in My Head Lyrics

I'm feeling sorry for myself
It's my favorite game to play to kill the time
It's contagious
Push the dark thought forward til I'm shaking
Another day a chance to publicly breakdown
I've lost all reason to trust myself
Should I blame my mental health for all these reasons
Oh God I did that thing again where I spend the day

Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
So sick of crying
When I get lost in my head
Lost in my head
Wipe the tear that I shed
Red eyes from crying
Good God

I had a scary thought when I was lying
In bed last night that you were done with trying
I remember how it felt
So vivid
You wanted her so badly
I couldn't take it
Now why would I do that
It's sick that I get off from my self sabotage
I'm not used to getting what I want
And I see it clearly cause i'm

Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Emotion flying
When I get lost in my head
Lost in my head
Wipe the tears that I shed
Red eyes from crying
Good God

I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost in my head
I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost in my head
Took a look in the mirror
Said
Am I really that bitch
That gets emotional
Over all of it
Does it make me crazy
That I love to cry
Been quiet for too long
You ask the reason why

I'm f*cking lost in my head
Lost in my head
If I said I was fine I'd be lying
I'm so lost in my head
Lost in my head
Wipe the tears that I shed
Red eyes from crying
Good God
I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost in my head
I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost in my head
I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost in my head
I'm so lost
I'm so lost
I'm so lost in my head