The weight is heavy
Pressing on my chest
I'm running circles
Can't find any rest
The clock is moving slow
But time still slips away
And every step I take
Feels like a new mistake
I try to hold it steady
But it's slipping through my hands
The ground is breaking under where I stand
I'm falling under
Pulled down by the tide
Fighting with the current
That I keep inside
The harder I struggle
The deeper I sink
I'm falling under
Standing on the brink
The air is colder
It cuts into my skin
A quiet kind of chaos
That I'm drowning in
I thought I'd find a way
But the path is overgrown
And I'm still searching for
A place to call my own
I try to hold it steady
But it's slipping through my hands
The cracks are growing
Wider where I stand
I'm falling under
Pulled down by the tide
Fighting with the current
That I keep inside
The harder I struggle
The deeper I sink
I'm falling under
Standing on the brink
It's a fight I can't win
But I'm still holding on
Caught in the middle
Of a world that feels wrong
And maybe there's no answer
No light at the end
But I'll keep moving forward
Even if I pretend
Falling under
And I don't know when
This battle inside
Will let me breathe again