All of our scars
All of our lies
All of the good times
I looked into your eyes
Girl I wish that you loved me
As much as you do him
Or maybe even more
So that our story could begin
I'm not the man you paint me to be
Good or bad you have no clue what's in me
But I wanted to show you
Give it my all
But every time I'd try
The trauma you'd recall
You hate how much I love you
Feel you ain't enough
And instead of folding my hand
I called your f*ckin bluff
No matter what I've said
I still think you're worth it
I just wish your heart weren't so delicate
So that even a papercut would hurt it
You told me you loved me
You don't know how long it had been since I heard that
Now I got bits of hate
Since you broke my heart and I really didn't deserve that
All I ever tried to do was love you to the fullest
My heart holds no bounds
But yours is a like a knife
And sadly it's the dullest
You manipulate me saying that you did try
But when I look back most of your words were a lie
I never got no gifts
There's nothing I was put above
You twisted my perception
Of what really is love
But ain't it funny
Despite my realisation
I now see clear
But still feel you're my salvation
I know I shouldn't
It's probably stupid
But I love you dearly
Even got me praying to Cupid
This shouldn't be the end
This shouldn't be the story
And it won't stay that way
If you meant it when you said that you adore me
'Cause when I said it to you it was true
I never told no lies
Despite how you paint me to your new friends
Or that f*ckin guy
Anything I ever said
I was trying to help you
Save you from the self destructive path you're on
'Cause of the cards the world delt you
Seen it occur before
Someone else that I knew
And I really couldn't stand it happening to you
I only questioned if you care
'Cause of the things you'd say
I mean you even doubted you'd be there on my graduation day
I want you there
I'd never do that to you
I could be in Asia or America
And I'd still come through
I could on and on in an album or this tape
But for now I'll leave it here
We're so good together
And that isn't a debate
So I hope you come back
But I don't know how long I can wait