KJ Regelbrecher - Monster Lyrics

There is something, inside of me, that I cannot control
There is something, that you can't see, and it's hidden within my soul
There is something, that takes over me, it's a demon made of my sin
I've tried to fight it, I've tried to destroy it, but it always seems to win

It is violent
It consumes me

I'm a Monster of destruction, I'm the bad guy in every situation
Please stay away from me, don't come any closer, it's not safe
Stay away
I'm the Monster in all your nightmares, that will kill without any hesitation
There is no hope for me, I've lost my ability to love
God Have Mercy!

There is something, inside of me, that came and now won't go
There is something, that you can't see, a conflict of pain and sorrow
There is something, that takes over me, it controls my helpless brain
I've tried to fight it, I've tried to escape it, but all of it's in vain

It's still here
It turns me into

A Monster of destruction, I'm the bad guy in every situation
Please stay away from me, don't come any closer, it's not safe
Stay away
I'm the Monster in all your nightmares, that will kill without any hesitation
There is no hope for me, I've lost my ability to love
God Have Mercy

I'm a Monster
God please save me from myself
I'm a Monster

I tried to rid myself of this monster trapped inside
But I couldn't do it by myself so out to God I cried
He showed me that I made this monster from my anger, hate and pain
He told me that I need to let go of the feelings in my brain
It's made of all my anger, all my suffering all my hate
Of my broken heart and broken soul and going all insane
I let this monster in my heart and let it take control
But now I fight it, now I've changed my mind

'coz I don't wanna be the Monster of Destruction
I don't wanna be the Bad Guy in every situation
God don't stay away from me, bring me closer, keep me safe
From my ways
Destroy the Monster that rules this nightmare
That forces me to kill without any hesitation
Tell me there's hope for me,
I want back my ability to love
God please have Mercy!

I will Fight the Monster inside
(fight the monster inside)
Clear away the Devil's Lies
(Clear the Devil's lies)
Show him who will rule my life; only God
I don't want to be this Monster
I won't let this Monster rule my life