K-Killa - 4am Again Lyrics

Up late and the clock tickin
It's 4 AM again
Wide awake and I'm
Contemplatin
Where the endin is
Replayin thoughts like
Is it all in my head
Crazy I think I'm
I think I'm losing grip again

4 AM and the rain sounds
Ain't putting me to sleep
Train of thought speedin off
Wondering how I'm a eat
Can't find comfort in this bed
So I rise to my feet
Pacing back and forth
Trying to find what it all means
Grindin teeth and
Now the doubt is creepin in
Is it all worth it
When I spit these words that I pen
Or am I just wastin time
Is anyone listening
I know I ain't got it all
But I feel like I got a lot to give
Big heart with a lot of love
But Is that enough
Big dreams with no support
Can make the journey tough
I mean I got a few friends
Thatll hype me up
Appreciate em But I still
Not sure I'll get to where I want
Dead end job draining
All my energy
Depression got me low
Shit might be the end of me
Some times I wonder if it's
Somthin I'll Pass in my genes
Hope not i don't want my kids
To see the darkness I seen

Up late and the clock tickin
It's 4 AM again
Wide awake and I'm
Contemplatin
Where the endin is
Replayin thoughts like
Is it all in my head
Crazy I think I'm
I think I'm losing grip again
Is it all in my head
Is it all in my head
Is it all in my head
I think I'm losing grip again

The lack of sleep
And all The hours lost
The exhaustion i feel
Expressed through countless yawns
My mind keeps racing
No signs that it'll pause
I can't take it anymore
Please god just make it stop
I just wanna catch some Zs
Wanna Count some sheep
Live out a fantasy
Inside a vivid dream
But my anxiety shit
Has got me tweakin
Ain't spoke to so and so
In so long maybe I'm the reason
Or is it just That it's
Cancer season
And I been Wildin out so much
They tell me I need Jesus
I should pick up a bible and
That I should read it
But I Don't really know
If I believe em
Cuz I been there
And I done that
I said my prayers like
Could you run me that
Blessing that I been needin
Cuz life got me stressin
Broken and bleeding
But I been stroking my ego
Like when she go
And she deep throat
Each day as a sequel
Skip through Like
Ya gave me the remote
Puffin on that tree smoke
Just To feel the vibe
Of nappin on cloud
Floatin across the sky
A moment frozen in time
Like the clock don't tic
Screen glow in my eyes
Can't decide which link To click
Flip the script
Take a drive
Till flip the whip
Bring it back
So I can kick the shit

Up late and the clock tickin
It's 4 AM again
Wide awake and I'm
Contemplatin
Where the endin is
Replayin thoughts like
Is it all in my head
Crazy I think I'm
I think I'm losing grip again
I think I'm losing grip again
I think I'm losing grip again