And so it happened
Nobody knows
It's just a secret that I'm keeping to myself
Sometimes it's tempting
To go explore
It's up to me to see which way I wanna go
I act indifferent
Making them wondering
Building the space between
My feelings and my mind
Wish it was easier
To know exactly how I feel
First time it's so unclear to me
Everytime I close my eye eye eye eyes
There's only one thing on my mind mind mind mind
I can hardly sleep at night
All I know is it ain't right
I've pushin' on and pushin'
But this time I don't know how
They think I'm hard to read
Mysterious
'Cause everything I feel I'd rather not disclose
Could be convenient
To hide the things I don't know how to feel about
Say I'm just not ready now
My words are vague
But actions say otherwise
I'm paralyzed
So I remain quiet
Sometimes I wish I could say
What's on my mind
First time I felt like that
Everytime I close my eye eye eye eyes
There's only one thing on my mind mind mind mind
I can hardly sleep at night, night, night, night
All I know is it ain't right, right, right, right
Everytime I close my eye eye eye eyes
There's only one thing on my mind mind mind mind
I can hardly sleep at night
All I know is it ain't right
I've pushin' on and pushin'
But this time I don't know how
Got me thinking that
Maybe I should be alone
Don't know how to explain it
But maybe it's better
If I stay on the low
Everytime I close my eye eye eye eyes
There's only one thing on my mind mind mind mind
I can hardly sleep at night
All I know is it ain't right
I've pushin' on and pushin'
But this time I don't know how