Cast aside the shadow that relentlessly follows
The lump in my throat and the constant wallow
Worshipping your shrine, the one built in my head
It's by design, I will go where I am led
Why do I want to recall this?
I've been trying to take your picture, but the lens won't focus
What do I want out of all this?
I've been trying to take your picture, but the lens won't focus
Why not? You've already been here
As if it'd be different this year
Move on, there's nothing here for you
Erase the world you bought into
Look back, we knew that we'd get through
Retrace the life that you once knew
Move on, there's nothing here for you
Erase the world you bought into
Leafing through the list of reasons not to relapse
And waiting around
For what I fear I'll never get back
Purgatory is only the nicest way to put it
I'm at the bottom of the spiral
Never had my footing
Why not? You've already been here
As if it'd be different this year
Move on, there's nothing here for you
Erase the world you bought into
Look back, we knew that we'd get through
Retrace the life that you once knew
Move on, there's nothing here for you
Erase the world you bought into
I took your silence as a truce
Paradox of abuse
Toes on the edge of the roof
What's the use?
It's not a thing you can touch
It's just a thing that you feel
There's no way that this is real
There's no way that this is real
Asymmetric, not superimposable
Try not to shout at me when your patience lulls
I keep on telling myself I can't be fooled
I keep on telling myself
I can't stay holding out forever
Feel myself floating away, but have no tether
In the next life we'll be together
In the next life we'll be together