Lowkey I've been caught in limbo
Mind gone right out the window
Feel trashy, eyes baggy I don't know who to trust these bimbos
Keep me on my toes, big bottle of that dope
No way, no doubt, I'm sober stone cold
Cop a 7 day chip cuz the alcohol is poison
I don't need another crutch but I do need supporting
I don't need no friends but the dark gets lonely
I don't ask for much just don't let go of me
F*cked up life but redemption's calling me
Stand up weak as the wind is blowing me
Shoot my shot and hope this life will end up better than the old me
Smoke darts, snort coke, that's Pdot
Break silence, hear the reaper?
I killed my chance at life
Now redemption keep me up at night
Smoke darts, snort coke, that's Pdot
Break silence, hear the reaper?
I killed my chance at life
Now redemption keep me up at night
Say you know about the deepest trenches
Fought a war inside my head
Miss my old life but f*ck that kid and f*ck you all, I'm doing my thing
Last one there and the first drunk sin
So sick how you grin and expect me to grin
I weep like hell and the devil my kin
So lost in a bottle of all my gin
I, keep locked up and the key got lost
Or the key got tossed when my trust was crossed
And the final boss was a f*cking loss for my sanity
I, killed my name then the thought of fame went up in flames
F*ck, take it back home
Smoke darts, snort coke, that's Pdot
Break silence, hear the reaper?
I killed my chance at life
Now redemption keep me up at night
Smoke darts, snort coke, that's Pdot
Break silence, hear the reaper?
I killed my chance at life
Now redemption keep me up at night
Smoke darts, snort coke, that's Pdot
Break silence, hear the reaper?
I killed my chance at life
Now redemption keep me up at night
Smoke darts, snort coke, that's Pdot
Break silence, hear the reaper?
I killed my chance at life
Now redemption keep me up at night
Redemption calling my phone up
I bought a big bottle just to pour up
I got too many problems but sure enough
I keep a level head and don't force nothing
It's my last day on Earth, so the bigger picture
Comes crashing down, I'm still the big enigma
Can't see what's wrong til the bitter bitches
With their clutching grasps send me to spirit prison
Heaven ain't an option with a wrist this sloppy
And a bitch this toppy
And my fist this cocky, I crash in the lobby
And f*ck
Isn't it obvious
26, 40, it's two kids stories
One intertwined with a noose tied poorly
Two times sorry, you've been through my shit
Fate break away now let me find it