Kodomo Jay - untitled interlude Lyrics

You don't love me no more you made that clear
I'm facin' bottles but you won't face fears
Layin' in my bed, just countin' yo' tears, oh
I'm the only one you gon' show for
You gon' take a shot to the throat and then you gon' try to drive 'cause I know what you wish for
You gon' buy a pack of rubbers, you gon' sneak 'em in my wallet 'cause I know what you wish for
You gon' let me down 'bout time after time, hope you know what you're in for
Aye, look
I don't love myself enough to love you I won't lie
I'ma catch that one way 'cause you know that time flies
When I'm in that bedroom, that pressure gon' make diamonds
F*ck, we're goin' down
I hate when you frown
I love when you smile
Haven't seen in a while
You gon' let this go
Then, you won't ever know
How far we may go
You gon' leave me alone
I'ma catch a one way, baby, don't trip
You don't really love me but, shit, what it is
It's all for the plot, I'ma just do this shit
Flyin' across the country to yo' crib
Lord only knows what I do when I'm in it
Wanted you for real love but just forget it
You askin' me, "hurry up, I'm tryna finish"
And honestly I got no guidance, I'll listen
I don't have no type of morals, I'll listen
Filled with regret, I'm standin' in your kitchen
I know for a fact that there's somethin' we're missin'
You got no parents, lil' baby, you're lost
I'd love you no matter the pain or the cost
I know for a fact that you won't get far
Cuttin' your wrist and take drugs just for fun
I wanna be the light when you feel dark
Let me show you how it feels to be loved
I know that you don't believe in no love
I hope that we make it through all this stuff, so
F*ck, we're goin' down
I hate when you frown
I love when you smile
Haven't seen in a while
You gon' let this go
Then, you won't ever know
How far we may go
You gon' leave me alone