Bedroom Video (MV)

I don't wanna convince you that I'm worthless
And baby everything you do leaves me wordless
My love is all purpose
Nervous
Hands shaking when I'm round you
I'm trying to astound you
I'm bound to
Can't believe that I found you
Confound it
I have no words to describe you
And if I did I could never pronounce it

Put you in my mindstate
Open up the floodgate
Listen to everything you gotta say
But
I arrived late
Buddies on a blind date
Get a Hydroflask to Hydrate
High stakes and Thai Iced Tea
Whoopee
Fill your heart with me
And make it we
Maybe
Get down on one
Wait
Make you happy in everything you see
Pull the curtains down and I'm a motherf*cking wannabe
Cause it's a fantasy
Cause
Everything around me falls apart
The canvas pulled apart
It's modern art
And rotten hearts
Uh
The Terracotta washes off in the boiling marsh
It's obnoxious
I'm so Nauseous
I'm lost in the blossoms
Or maybe that's the blood running down the faucet
Suicidal Gossip
Fill the living room with moving boxes and toxins
It's awesome

I feel like I'm in a caged sun
F*ck all my Days
What
Jars filled with tears
They're Mason
I'm a staged son with moon maidens
Like
I never thought about life in the long run
Tell my loved ones or just tell someone
I'm sad
And I need Help
And I didn't ask
And I don't know myself
Cause
There's too many words to jot down
Come and watch the motherf*cking breakdown
And fill me with your squashed doubt
I don't squash beef
I need to calm down
F*cking drop me
Off the playground
Or the swing set
It's been said
The king sent
His insects
To pay debt
It's been said
The blood is still wet
And I don't know where it's coming from yet

I'm lost inside the bomb blast
The weather in my city is overcast
It's beautiful
It's unusual the contrast
Running in the race from my past
And since you asked
I'm not going very fast
It's ghastly
Actually
I miss Ashley Annette
Oh I'm BADLY UPSET
I miss everything she said
I sit by the water and that's all I'm gonna get
I burn through every cigarette just to see you again
Or
I'd burn through every cigarette just to forget
I'm not filled with Regret
I'm filled with
NO FUCK THAT
I'm filled with regret
I see your silhouette down every hallway
Walkway
And always
I hear your voice in every minuet
So every sound I hear is a dying duet
But

I like to watch birds flying
With word rhyming
I watch the clouds and the stars and I do everything to stop you crying
I heard fighting in the halls
Or
Fighting in the streets
I
Put skirts in the seats
The dirt on the beats
Or the shirts in their sleeves
I like to watch falling leaves and
I don't know how to
Grieve

And I wrote these songs to sing you all to sleep