Kokobean - SPIRAL. Lyrics

Solitary soul
Engage platonic coitus
I've been high through space
And came back maybe joyous
Solitary soul
Living a patient life
Lonely sometimes too
But over hurt is true
Or do those words still ring true?
Are those distractions
Or reflections of my pain?
The pain I fail to hide among the rain oh
Spiral once more now
Fall into this spiral
Hate you but I wonder
If I'm ever on your mind
Just as you are with mine
Tell me pretty lies
And I'll be alright
Tell me pretty lies
Reconciliation's possible
I realize how sad this makes me look
Who I know had all opposed the idea
Please can't help but just feel bad enough
Different feelings with who you still love
Stayin' far I swear I've tried enough
Pray she'll tell me "Is this who you are"?
Pray
Tell me pretty lies
And I'll be alright
Shoulder to shoulder
Even still what I wish
Wish I could tell him just to run off
Just glad to talk to you now
Fall into this spiral
Hate you but I wonder
If I'm ever on your mind
Just as you are with mine
All I ask
Tell me pretty lies
And I'll be alright
But this life's not right
Oh it ain't right crying at night
Watch you go by while I just hide
The tears they do fall
As I yearn all about us connecting
If I can't have you then he can
But I said for myself no one can
Just stay by me please stay by me
Just stay by me please stay by me
Until I drop dead
Now I ended up in a flashing car
Too hard to swallow my pride
All I could see was a silhouette
Don't go too far
Don't go too
Don't go
Don't