Kolya - Dead on the Inside Lyrics

I know you'd want me to feel what's in my heart
When I can't tell what's real
You wouldn't want me to say what's in my mind
But I know there's a way

Feel like I can't change
I've been drowning under waves
Life goes up but it's been down
Can't stop digging all these graves

Dead on the inside
Cold stare in your eyes past midnight
Got a pocket full of pain that you can't hide
Try and run from these shots in the midnight

Dead on the inside
Cold stare in your eyes past midnight
Got a pocket full of pain that you can't hide
Try and run from these shots in the midnight

Pulled it out his vest and aimed it at your chest
If you're gonna die at least be well dressed
No matter who you are we all face our tests
In this world, you never know which is coming next

Even if I die tonight, Ima ride this night
Whatever comes, I'm at peace knowing that God is right
Cause even though I put my life on God
Doesn't mean you're safe when you try and hold the rod

Dead on the inside
Cold stare in your eyes past midnight
Got a pocket full of pain that you can't hide
Try and run from these shots in the midnight

Dead on the inside
Cold stare in your eyes past midnight
Got a pocket full of pain that you can't hide
Try and run from these shots in the midnight

If you got what you want
What would you do
But if it's not what you expected
What would you do

Dead on the inside
Cold stare in your eyes past midnight
Got a pocket full of pain that you can't hide
Try and run from these shots in the midnight

Dead on the inside
Cold stare in your eyes past midnight
Got a pocket full of pain that you can't hide
Try and run from these shots in the midnight