Korban Baxter - Suicide/Painless Lyrics

I don't really know if I'm being honest with you
According to scripture God looks just like
You
At times before I didn't even buy it
Can't deny it
A rapper that don't believe a gimmick
Yeah you teachers f*cking tried it

Pardon my French
That's the nigga in me
Toxic
Who says God is pure masculinity

This a letter to those that I betrayed
Love lost is love gone but yet I still stay
Believe in me
That's my fantasy
I don't even know who I'm writing this for
My mama my brother my premonitions
I can see death through constant visions
The strange fruit that hangs
No need for lynching I can do it by myself
Where I'm going there's no need for pity
I guess my motives will always be a mystery

They say suicide is painless
Suicide is painless
Suicide is

I don't believe in that
I don't really
I don't know what to say
Cept I'm silly
Let those demons take my brain
Make my actions
Think that I'm insane
I'm the bride from Kill Bill
This the trilogy
Quintin would be proud of me
I took the blade to my enemies
Stead of harming me
I'm in harmony
Went to the armory
Said f*ck the opposition
This my Destiny
Suicide isn't painless
The sword sure isn't stainless
The souls forever taint it
And my heart forever tainted
This is Juice
This is my letter to you
Seppuku
Harakiri
Goodbye
Until our paths cross again
I'll see you in death my friend

They say suicide is painless
Suicide is painless
Suicide is
I'm Suicidal