Korbster - Lean Lyrics

21 years old in a world that's f*cking mean Already pouring that purple shit in my cup
Fill it up with lean Escaping the pain through the syrup
Cause I want to escape reality Wishing I was living in a fantasy
To be honest that's my mentality The pain I experience got me stressing
So I turned to lean for a way out This shit got my mind started chilling
Escaping with no worries I'm an addict no doubt
Not even in the afternoon I'm pouring up Ice cold for the first time in months
I'm feeling fine People just don't understand the vibe
Or drinking this to get through life Pouring this shit in my seven up
To get through life They ain't 24 hours ago
Without getting high What would you do if you always
Want to break down and cry Lean makes me not want to die
Cause I'm so f*cking high

Drinking this lean
I just want to break free from the scene I'm feeling free in a purple haze
I wish this was my life dream I'm more calmer throughout the night
Forgetting the pain Forgetting what mental illness means
Want to go deeper into what this means

Stuck in a cycle
Lean got my life feeling tight I know I'm addicted to the purple
I'm only trying to make it through the night Mental illness is creeping in
I feel so f*cking confined Sipping that syrup
Trying to escape my f*cked up mind Purple potion in my hand
It's my go to escape remedy Is this what it feels like
To be a death row prisoner Lean's my only therapy
Psychosis and anxiety Got my neck gripped
Making me choke When drinking lean
It's the only time I can cope This pain moving way too fast
So I sip it real slow Drinking away the problems
This is an addict show Every sip I take
I can feel the pain start to lift Tripping out of reality
Lean lets me escape this shit So I'm going to pour up
Some more f*cking purple drinks, yeah

Drinking this lean
I just want to break free from the scene I'm feeling free in a purple haze
I wish this was my life dream I'm more calmer throughout the night
Forgetting the pain Forgetting what mental illness means
Want to go deeper into what this means

Drinking lean
Got me feeling like I'm on a high I'm losing my memory
Cause the amount I'm sipping I got no emotions left to cry
Days turn into nights And nights turn into day
Purple potion is my go to daily routine But my mind is completely f*cking blank
I'm so stuck in between Always forgetting conversations
There's no point in talking Because I don't remember you anyway
Can't remember a single hour from the day Got my homies telling me stories
I don't recall being on the scene They talking I couldn't even tell you
About my dream Got pics on my phone
That I can't remember taking
Lean's got me drifting
I'm lost in this empty space Can't remember birthdays
Don't blame me if I miss an important date The purple got me stuck in a haze

Drinking this lean I just want to break free from the scene
I'm feeling free in the purple haze I wish this was my last dream
I'm more calmer throughout the night Forgetting the pain
Forgetting what mental illness means Want to go deeper into what this means

Can't stop thinking about if I overdose
What happens if I'm not in my room
But I still mix this potion
Trying to escape my f*cked mind
The drink just gets more
I'm worrying I'm running out of time
My heart racing so fast It's causing pain in my chest
Knowing this could be my last sip before I break
But I'm still sipping until late
I can't cope with this f*cking heartbreak
So I still sip it really slow
Hoping my time doesn't go
Cause this is the lean addiction show

Drinking this lean I just want to break
Free from the scene I'm feeling free in the purple haze
I wish this was my last dream I'm more calmer throughout the night
Forgetting the pain Forgetting what mental illness means
Want to go deeper into what this means