Korcid - I Wish Lyrics

I wish I could witness seeing without awareness
I wish the drugs and alcohol fried the light bulb chillin' upstairs

I wish I had my dad's ego back in his prime, driving a trans am smoking marble lights
Fleeing child support, dodging baby mamas on sight

I guess some people are just blessed with confidence without knowing it
I wish I didn't have a stuttering fit A standoff with myself while nervous

I wish I wouldn't have frozed on stage Feeling dumb after leaving my home state
Pursuing a fresh slate with 50k would've been great

I wish I wasn't mentally stuck in carbonite Staring at the ceiling all night
I wish I waited till age 79 to commit my violent heinous crime

By then I'd have the experience
To scream f*ck this shit
As I'm slapping the shit out of gen z's grandchildren
Simultaneously causing the world's extinction

I wish I was in a coma, brain dead, a bullet missing my lung completely
At least I'd still be breathing fully right

When you'd throw me in the trash bin still bleeding
I wish my conscience could aggressively fester and manifest into a new vessel for vengeance

I wish I was an evolution of a screw loose
F*ck that could hide like a politician in plain sight
I wish employers actually gave a f*ck instead of the importance of a quota

Preaching family orientation in every f*cking meeting
I wish I was more than a social security number drawn out of the corporate hat

I wish I could find fulfillment in my environment something easy like a line
I could just write on

I wish I could find a chick instead of a bimbo bitch
That only has an idea of me raising her kids
Being the catcher's mitt providing peace of mind
When I'm clapping her cheeks from behind

I wish I'd had the heart of greed so I could rob everybody of their material things
I wish god was real so they could prove it to me

Without a gender identity I'm tired of picking sides
I could give a f*ck less on who's right
I just wish I wasn't me

I wish I had a million dollars just to rub it in my family's face
No matter the side I just want to burn it all in one place
I wish helping people was simple like flipping tarot cards

Reading the reversal meaning
I wish suffering was easy like an mmo, rpg grinding my way through anything
I wish the memories were worth the journey

I wish healing wasn't a process of waiting
Wasting time writing everything that came
To mind

I just wish I wasn't me

I just wish I was somebody else