kota_offica - Alone in the WiFi Lyrics

I watch em sit there
They just play on their phone
Letting life pass em by
Are you happy alone
I know I'm not
I seen to many friends come and go
She seen to many nights, guys never cared for her soul
She ask herself, are you happy alone
Codependent, hard to answer with his hands on her throat
I choke, Every time I try to answer the question
I've contemplated to many nights alone with this...
Every time, I try to voice how I feel.
I shut down, I don't know if my emotions are real
I try to be vocal, share my thoughts while I'm hear
To those of you who listen, you bring hope a kid
I watch em sit there
They just play on their phone
Letting life pass em by
Are you happy alone
I know I'm not
But I don't got a choice anymore
Everybody left a knife on their way out the door
They were traumatic situations shit was tough for a kid
Plenty times I often wondered was it something I did
Learned the worlds a lil tougher as the older
You get.
But not about the money, or the stuff you possess
It's about the recollection, as you take your last breath
Laying there, tell me are you full of regrets
Did you chase your dreams, achieve
Everything that you set
Of to do or was it wasted
Cause you were all in your head
See one thing about me, I don't like thinking
Back
When I look into the past, all the bad overlaps
I try to do the best that I can when I act
On anything, when I'm done I'm happy
Leave it at that
Knife too close
Sticks and stones
Letting life pass you by
Are you happy alone
Find acceptance it's not pain
Anymore I embrace it
Atone for everything I did
Some mistakes can't erase it