kota_offica - along the way Lyrics

I'm trying to tell you how i feel
But The pain has now censored my words
That's where it hurts, thinking sum thoughts
To myself in a box that'll never get heard
Closing the curtains, shows over
With a cold shoulder i got too many
Burdens
Hope that at least you know i meant it
I promise your not the only one hurting
I can speak louder, it hurts
Hearing you out, but you didn't get what i heard
Actions speak louder than words
I also felt abandonment, bro that shit hurts
Dealing with change I'm addicted
Tilting their head when they look at me strange
I finding my ways
I'm i still myself f*ck i miss it
I need to see this shit different
I can see them looking down what you expect
You really thought you'd be proud
I saw the light right out him drown
That's not what i wanted for us
I try to the best of my luck
But when put to the test
See the best of my luck running out
I'm thinking too much
Keep losing count
Not enough space in my head
I'm blowing my top back
An I'm airing it out
I know that death comin slow
I felt you leave, the moment you checked out this world
Potent the potion we sural
For the moment your ghost came and told your hurting no more
All of your things still in place that's just in case
You didn't like where it sent you
Don't know where you went to
I'm wishing you could of stayed
Wanna swap, i'll take that place in the gray
I been thinking of ways
I could go silent you won't have to deal with remains
But i keep it quite
I know what it feels like whenever they take you away
That's a involutory stay
Damn i can't wait for the day
I'm getting to see you
Surrounded by people
I'm giving it back cause i carried
A piece of you along the way